I'm sorry for the depressing post. I guess things just don't go as planned and learning to love the way it turns out is part of the journey. Having a good attitude is easy 98% of the time, but the other 2% is so so hard. I wish I knew how it was going to turn out, prepare myself. I wish it was simple. But it's not. And there's no use complaining or crying about it. I just need to push through and enjoy all the blessings I have, because I have a heck of a lot of them.
Thanks for stinking around and for the support. I need every last drop of hope I can get. And I'm officially banning myself from looking at baby pictures at midnight....
3 comments:
I'm sure anyone else would have something super inspiring to say, but being depressed is depressing. Seriously though - I get so irritated when I can't make myself be optimistic and cheerful! Give yourself a break girl. This has been a long, hard road and it's bound to get frustrating and discouraging at some points along the way. Some might say to buck up, but I prefer to let myself sit in the sadness for a few days and then emerge with a renewed determination to be trusting and have a positive outlook. It'll pass. :) Love you!
Give it time. Love Canyon to pieces and when another one comes around he'll be super excited too. (: You don't have to hide that 2% by the way, we all have times when we just wish we had a listening ear.
Love you girl! I won't tell you to buck up and be happy. I know you know all of the things you can do or should do or whatever. That 2% of the time, let yourself feel what you feel. It's certainly a worthy wonderful desire you have ,so I say, it's ok to be sad about it sometimes because you are such a grateful person the rest of the time!! :) I can't wait for your dream to come true! We'll be praying for you!
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